Things that make you cry...
It has been an extremely hard week. Lots of things happening and I am trying to take them all in. I have been crying an average of 8-10 times per day. Not good for the complexion but I figure it is much better than getting drunk or drugging yourself. Or starving yourself. Another vice that I have had problems with.
First of all, the stomach flu earlier this week was not fun. The pain of being sick can put you in tears.
My co-worker, RS, left this week. Gave a two week notice then hit the road the next day. Left an entire HUGE project up to me. Way to go. I am unhappy about this.
Reality that we may have to move back to Ohio. Some problems I wish to not discuss but it would mean uprooting my life AGAIN. I do not mind the move back but it is the stress of moving and finding a job there again for me. BossMan hired someone new to go into the place of the girl who was there in my place. It is for a 90 day trial period. When I approached him abotu possibly coming back it did not sound positive. I understand that he needs to give this new girl a chance but I really could have used the positive feedback.
The kindness of a best friend and a mother. Each have been so supportive and willing to listen to me cry and be afraid of what is coming next.
It may just be PMS. Or hormones. Not sure. But I wish I could stop crying.
Maybe the weekend trip to Dallas will make things easier. To take my mind off of everything. But it is hard.
First of all, the stomach flu earlier this week was not fun. The pain of being sick can put you in tears.
My co-worker, RS, left this week. Gave a two week notice then hit the road the next day. Left an entire HUGE project up to me. Way to go. I am unhappy about this.
Reality that we may have to move back to Ohio. Some problems I wish to not discuss but it would mean uprooting my life AGAIN. I do not mind the move back but it is the stress of moving and finding a job there again for me. BossMan hired someone new to go into the place of the girl who was there in my place. It is for a 90 day trial period. When I approached him abotu possibly coming back it did not sound positive. I understand that he needs to give this new girl a chance but I really could have used the positive feedback.
The kindness of a best friend and a mother. Each have been so supportive and willing to listen to me cry and be afraid of what is coming next.
It may just be PMS. Or hormones. Not sure. But I wish I could stop crying.
Maybe the weekend trip to Dallas will make things easier. To take my mind off of everything. But it is hard.
posted by Ohio Queen @ 9:23 AM
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