The Rollercosater of Life

Do you ever feel that you are on one gigantic roller coaster in life? That is my life lately.

Not getting into too much detail I feel that lately I am on the largest roller coaster ride. Cedar Point could make huge moeny on the one I am on. Big bucks!!!

I am a person that needs to be in control. I thrive on control. I can't live without control. And I feel completely out of control. When I think things are set in stone, they have a way of changing around and proving to me that not all is what it seems.

I know that this does not make a lot of sense to anyone but to know my full blown situation you would understand.

The past four days have done it for me. When I feel on a high about something the cart starts to dip and go downhill and I am either stressed or nervous or depressed. I know that I am not being super sensitive about things. That is not my style. But I hate the feeling of everything being up in the air.

YOu may now go back to your regularly scheduled programming. Thank you for listening.